Lately, I’ve been having a conversation with myself involving this moment. For some reason, it has occurred to me (or finally sunk in) that this moment is the start. The start of what? EVERYTHING.
More specifically, I’m to the point where I feel that whatever has happened prior to this moment no longer has a hold on me, or me on it. It took a while for me to get to this space, but I’m loving how it’s feeling!
See, everything before this moment has given me something. Keep in mind, I’m making the choice to see this in a positive light. I have already taken the time to sit with, and process fully, the darker stuff. So, I’ve felt the pain, loss, anger, etc… and dealt with it to the best of my ability (which, fortunately, gets better every time). But, now I CHOOSE to leave it where it belongs, in the past, and move forward from this moment with the gifts those challenges have given me. Some of them are deeply imbedded in my being, like my ability to read people (which is a gift from experiencing violence). Other gifts would be wisdom and knowledge gained by learning everything I could from the lessons I’ve experienced. Have I learned everything? Not yet …
So, right now, at this moment, I start. Taking with me only the gifts, lessons, and wisdom I have gained through my experiences. Looking forward, each moment. And the best part is, I can make the same choice any moment I wish, from here on out.
And you can too.
Best wishes on your journey.